It was in June 2018. I was living a frustrated life. I lived 51 our of the last 52 weeks in London Youth Hostels, my boss made me work 24 hours in 2 days due to an Indian Muslim and a French National not wanting/sucking a dishwashing job.
I quit my job in London on the 16th of June 2018. In the first 1/2 of June 2018, I had slept with a Romanian escort in Neasden and a Hungarian escort in Willesden Junction. When I left to move to Sweden I didn't know how long I was going to be living there.
When you spent $4000 on sex in the July 2013-June 2014 financial year. You realize how much of an addiction that is preventing you do big things. I had one good job and one shit job for most of that period.
If I had stayed on in the UK from June 2013, maybe I would have never returned to Australia and started a 17-month hiatus where I didn't leave Sydney. I probably would not have seen an escort in the UK as I had no courage to see one until I went to Amsterdam in June/July 2013.
In 2014, I told myself that if I ever moved to the UK I wouldn't pay for sex that much.
Due to my adversities in life, I have never had a freaking girlfriend, I have never had a one night stand, I have never scored on a night out on the town.
So I have slept with 42 women in between June-Aug 2010 and June 2013- May 2019. All 42 of these women were with me because I either 1) Paid for the service of an Escort or 2) Paid to enter a Swingers club/ Gang Bang event!
Not having a girlfriend did have its ups and downs. Ups: I got to visit a shit load of countries Down: I never got laid in any of these countries because I didn't have a better half with me.
If I had a woman of any age in my life there would be no real reason to jack off in the bathroom, I wouldn't do a jailbreak after work to have sex with an Irish Milf in Mile End or travel out to Birmingham to sleep with a pornstar.
I have also had allot of Sexual adversities since 2010, The first time I had sex with CAROL-JANE I couldn't get naked with her, I had Erectile Dysfunction at 27 due to late Testosterone Replacement injection (some Men need these jabs), I was unable to ejaculate during sex until my 29th birthday, I broke the laws of the Catholic Church, God forgave me at the 2010 Stryper concert and I told the Catholic Church to get fucked in 2013.
In this time frame of 6 years of paying for sex and seeing the world, I'm very lucky that I have never got another woman pregnant, I have never had to spend double on what I spent at Weatherspoons.
I got to walk around Managua at Christmas time while all my friends and family had to look after children! They don't get to do the things I do because they chose to get married, they chose to have children and they choose to follow some bullshit bible reading that tells you to multiply and divide!
I sit on buses and tubes all over London to hear children under 5 scream their heads off while the shithead parents age under 25 do nothing about it. I get to laugh because these parents don't get to live in Sweden, but I do.
Let say down the track I become a religious nutter, (nothing to do with extremism). I would find a significate spouse but I wouldn't be able to have children. My Healthy adversities tell me: "Martin you should not pass down your fucked up genes to create another human being who will suffer the same thing you have!"
I would love to have a Muslim Surgeon give me a vasectomy so my sperm will never enter a fallopian tube and I would also have a Jewish doctor to circumcise me so I can keep my genitals clean! After the surgeries, I would be happy to get an invite to a Friday Prayers at their Mosque or a Shabbat Service at their Shul to give thanks to THESE 2 people.
Speaking of the Jewish faith. When I see a Hasidic Man walk the streets of Stamford Hill, I tell myself that I wish I could be as religious as he is, but I would never have children due to adversities. I could be a Jew, I could be a Muslim but I could not be a Father/Dad!
An Australian Metal Musician friend of mine asked me this question recently:
"When you move back to Sweden are you going to break the law and be a prozzie shagging badass? Catch the ferry to Riga and stock up on cheap booze!"
When I do move back to Sweden, there is not a cats chance in hell that I would go out of my way and pay for sex in a country that criminalizes the business. I wouldn't do it in Myanmar, Thailand, the United States, Canada and neither, should you!
Put a sex addict in Sweden is the same thing as putting an Alcoholic in Saudi Arabia. If you are an Alcoholic maybe you should move to an Islamic country where you can't access Booze. It should set you walking down a straight line
I came back from Sweden in August 2018, I didn't pay for sex again until February 2019. Since I came back from Sweden I've done the same job I did before I left, I've rented a room in North London, I've been to 10 more nations in Europe, Americas and Asia.
I broke a dry spell of 8 months in Feb 2019 as I just wanted to have sex with a 50+ Hungarian MILF in Tottenham! It was so weird having sex after 8 months as it was my 2nd longest dry spell.
3 months later I was in Birmingham for the day. I called up a Eastern European escort to do a usual 15-minute dirty deed for 40 quid.
Just recently I've just spent a small sum of money on booking trips to West Africa. If I was seeing an escort every month, I would never get to do this stuff.
Somedays I want to go out of my way and pay 70/80 to spend 1/2 an hour with a woman I haven't seen in over a year or two. The joys of a man with Sexual/interlectual/ medicals adversities who just want to have passionate sex with an older/young woman that will leave memories to fap off to in the future is better than going to Middlesbrough/New Zealand and dealing with Shithead blood relatives who aren't supportive of the things you are doing in life.
Your shithead relatives can all get fucked because they can't do the thing your doing because they didn't know how to put a condom on at age 18!!!!!!
So if you a single man who can't get laid, your mid 20's and you still live your Mum, then I say son you have 2 choices
1) Spend money to get the fuck out of home and work the menial jobs
2) Blow Money on escort while you work Zero hour contracts and have to deal with your parent's day in day out.
If I did ever return to live in Sydney, I don't think I would be going back to seeing escorts, because on my watch it took me 14 hours of work in Sydney to pay for a $300 an hour escort and this was something I did 5 times in 2013 but then. spent lesser as the years went by, I worked more and then I jailbreak out of Australia.
In the end, people like Stevie Nicks, Henry Rollins and *COUGH* fucking Kylie Minogue have taught me that you don't have to have a better half in your life. Its either you have nobody in your life or you have a child and you have a single parent and this child does fuck over your life and prevent you from the annual trip to Guyana or the 18km walk to the North Korea embassy in Stockholm.
It's not that Kylie got cancer, Henry Rollins used COndoms and Stevie Nicks dumped her Dead Best friend Husband. Its because they wanted to do something in life as a Business.
Maybe there is a difference for a band like Dream Theater who have all gotten married and had children since the release of Images & Words in 1992!
Anyway, since I saw my endocrinologist in London, she says I probably don't have any sperm count and if I wanted to increase it for reproduction then I would have to take some medicine.
This doesn't mean that I can go have unprotective sex on my next tinder date. I still have to use a Jimmy Hat to prevent STD/STI!